it aint no lie, baby

womp womp

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 23:41:57 GMT

appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily. (after a while)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

family/home life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

school/work

[X] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

embarrassment

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. (it was a loooong time ago)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[X] I've glued my hand to something
[X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public

health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[X] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.

traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. ( i havent. but i was in the car)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

experiences

[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (hit)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

sexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

honesty/crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x]I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted.

drugs/alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

death and suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

materialism

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun. ( a skirt, thats it, and underwear)
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

random

[ ] I can try to sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat (when my mom tells me to)
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] my answers are totally honest

schedule

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 00:33:07 GMT

1st bell: spanish 3 with kathleen wilke
2nd bell: study hall with r. marrell/phys ed. with mr meece
3rd bell: col sem with mary wertheimer/study hall with carl wiers
4th bell: pre-calc with jo guido
5th bell: advisory with jo guido
6th bell: chemistry with doc brock
7th bell: english with dean blase
8th bell: amer govt/economics with m. ellis

tell me if i have any classes with you

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 22:54:19 GMT

emily, paige, hannah, caroline....
please call my cell phone, it regards backstreet boys.
thank you.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 15:54:58 GMT

post a memory of me. it can be anything you want. it can be good or bad, just as long as it happened. then, post this in your journal to see what people remember about you

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:25:57 GMT

dear caroline,
backstreet boys will be coming to riverbend music center on august 16th, would you care to join hannah and i in going.

love,
emma

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 02:02:01 GMT

school is almost out. thank goodness.
so i can hang out with all the people that dont annoy the hell out of.

not to mention, ill be partying the summer away.

Sat, 21 May 2005 02:04:52 GMT

god im lame.
but i dont think those feelings ever went away.
but, have a nice life

Wed, 11 May 2005 11:11:48 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAIGE!!!
things will be better, if not justinn can get him for you.
i love you.

Mon, 02 May 2005 01:57:39 GMT

edouard (ed - word) n, v, ad - the coolest person to ever live. often times radiates a bad odor, and even worse humor, but with a heart of gold, and a love for taco bell, and olivia hamilton. see also budunkadunk, sweet, sour creme, and penis jokes

i told him he could be in the dictionary, this is what he came up with

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 01:25:38 GMT

i think maybe tomorrow ill finally put those pictures up from new york. maybe.

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 00:25:05 GMT

last night zak and i almost had out heads chopped off by a fan.

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 02:59:23 GMT

dear zak and emma,
WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO HANG OUT ALLLLLLL THE TIME!!! once zak moves, which he has to, or my life will suck. and if you go to dairy queen, and im home. you should have me come. then we can go to skyline. yes, i know im obsessed.

love,
emma

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 22:30:06 GMT

i leave for whistler (canada) tomorrow morning. too bad i cant hang out with any friends over spring break. poop.
zak and hannah are back, ill have to catch up with them to see how awesome mexico was.

ill post pictures of new york when i get back.

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 21:32:17 GMT

IM IN NEW YORK!!! its so awesome.

i miss everyone so much but i come back monday, so ill be back tuesday, something like that.

one night some boys bought me coffee, and i met some future stars of the world.

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:56:48 GMT

GOOD LUCK AT FINALS EDOUARD!!!
kick ass like i know you can. (that means no fingering your butthole)

see you mother effers in 7 days!

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 23:01:18 GMT

im a mon-kee motha fuckka!!!

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 02:42:43 GMT

the true dorkiness in all of us comes out when you listen to backstreet boys and n'sync
at least my dorkiness. and zak, paige and hannah's.

4 days until i leave for new york, thank god so i can get out of this place. it will be awesome except for the part where i miss edouard at finals. GOOD LUCK!!! but then i wont talk to you even more than we arent talking now, which is strange.

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 00:57:09 GMT

so denied, so i lied, are you the now or never kind
in a day, and a day love, i'm gonna be gone for good again
are you willing to be had, are you cool with just tonight
here's a toast, to all those, who hear me all too well

here's to the nights we felt alive
here's to the tears you knew you'd cried
here's to goodbye
tomorrow's gonna come too sonn

put your name, on the line, alond with place and time
wanna stay, not to go, i wanna ditch the logical
here's a toast, to all those, who hear me all too well

here's to the nights we felt alive
here's to the tears you knew you'd cried
here's to goodbye
tomorrow's gonna come too soon

all my time is froze in motion
can't i stay an hour or two or more
don't let me let you go
here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

here's to the nights we felt alive
here's to the tears you knew you'd cries
here's to goodbye
tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 22:45:29 GMT

• You must tell 3 people about this game.
• matt is the one that you love.
• edouard is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about emma.
• brenni is the one who knows you very well.
• molly is your lucky star.
• the pros and cons of breathing is the song that matches with matt.
• your so last summer is the song for edouard.
• my eyes burn is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and disarm is the song telling you how you feel about life

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 22:16:18 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDOUARD!!!!!!!!

goodbye to you, your taking up my time

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 00:41:41 GMT

shut up, and stop bitching to everyone about everything. we dont care.

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 00:05:40 GMT

recently i have had no feeling for anything what-so-ever. i dont care about anything anymore. which is really weird because less that a month ago, everything affected me. friends, guys, friends, friends, and friends. but i could care less about all that shit that was happening before. i have no motivation to do anything. all my grades are going to suck 3rd quarter, which could potentially mean that i have more of no life. and to everyone out there i am probably nothing but a call girl. thats the only time any guy ever talks to me anyway, so i dont think there is a point to even trying anymore. and it would be really awesome if you would actually talk to me, and you actually talk to me more. yeah, that would be pretty freaking awesome.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 22:11:14 GMT

emma thanks for the best valentine EVER!!! although i dont know if i want to risk showing anyone.

ive been really happy today. minus math class. i think it has something to do with the garden state soundtrack, that i must thank emily gertrude for letting me borrow. adrienne wasnt here again, she is sick, feel better.
emma was sick too, but i saw her. she was lookin fine in that red robe!
other than that, i love my friends. even you and you. if you consider yourself one of my friends?hmmm.

you've got everyone covinced that your alright.

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 04:11:08 GMT

today i went to adrienne's, we ate a lot of food and watched the OC. it was pretty cool.
and keep me out of this drama cause i dont want to be in it, so dont try to drag me into it. thanks.

and UC won, cause they are some beasts!!!

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:44:56 GMT

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